th' Epitaph Of A Drowning Nation.

The lyrical lie made up in my mind; everything dressed in poetry but imagery doesn't fit. Cupid last night told me you would be back once Time & Fate are happy. Daily dosages of love, drowning me in a pool of tears. Nothing is wrong when love is right. Love is never wrong. It is too blind to be wrong because it never fails.

Like a baby, I cried my heart out hoping for a wish come true. My heart has always searching, so where're you? I've been looking for that you, I'll never make it on my own. Together on the phone line and living at two opposite ends, our fingers searched through the pads &typed our hearts out. Dreams can't take the place of loving you, there's gotta be a million reasons why it's true. Slow and steady, way back into love.

When your love lets you go, you only want love more even when love, was not what you were looking for. Soft, set back and perfectly dropped. Tough and learn, and so perfectly taught. For a lifetime of love my heart picked up courage& fought. What hurts the most was being so close &having so much to say and watching you walk away. How long could I be waiting, to be with you? I've told you I love you, in th best way I can. I can't take a day without you here, you're th light that makes my darkness disappear.

Everything, was a self-conflicted coma. The days dragged on like marathorns running bare feet. The most I can do is to keep on lying. For all you want go ahead& fling. Our love, can never be tied using a string. The lil' sweet tingling sensation, it's love that got us crazy.

You lead the nights I abhor, I lead the days & nights you detest.

Stars of the night, that can't shimmer with sunlight.
Never enough, always got all greedy for more.
Why do time flies in the blink of my eyes?

We are defenders of any poseur or professional pretender around.

Your sugarified lies killing me on the sly,
while I am right down here missing you under a patch of lonely sapphire sky.
Now that y'know letting go isn't as easy, I need you as much badly as how much I love you.
Like how Holly lost Gerry, when you're gone pieces of me would still be missing you.
P.S. I love you.

Sapphire star night under street lights.

the emptiness, the hollowness. your voice echoed in my mind. can we be one of those cliche couples, the one who holds hand in line, kissing each other on the halfway and making everyone insanely jealous?

Great grand father passed away peacefully on his deathbed, a very memorable date (2010 October, 10). Finally being able to let go of all his pains and sufferings from the unbeatable and deadly cancer, he left for the nether world. You have turned your remorse agony into a sudden absence. Up there, you have no more worries. Down here, we will have more misses. We are just one piece of atmosphere and sky apart, we can see you when the night glows with shimmering stars and you can see us from the tip anytime. We will be fine and strong. Rest in peace. Always in our heart, xoxo.

Friday, October 8th, 2010
Kite-flying and little snacks @ Marina Barrage with Janice Amber, John, Cheston, Jin Wei, Yu Cai, Szemin & Calvin. Bumped into Liang Jie and Aloysius.