love.

Minojoluv.

2011-05-06T20:25:00.015+08:00

(When you were still new to the house)

Name: Minojo.
Enlistment: 08 January 2011.
Gender: Female.

To the best pet in my life, Minojo:
I am sorry I have not been a great owner to you, I am irresponsible and sleeping when you are experiencing your last breath.
Nevertheless, I love you a lot but I really have no time for you.
I am truly sorry about that, I never cherished you until you are gone, I wished to have spent more time with you instead.

You was still such a cute little puny thing when we bought you home. You must have been sad that I did not fall in love with you at the first sight, and scared when we moved you here and there. We built and upgraded so much houses, tried so hard to make sure you are in your comfort zone. I panicked when I thought your popcorning was a sign of ear infection and rushed you to the veterinarian. I covered you with blanket when I hear you sneeze. I shower for you every other day when poo and pee stains your furry coat. I know you feel stressed when I bathe you, I know you dislike it. But it is for your cleanliness and hygiene. Don't blame Mommy, okay?

(Wanting more food instead of cucumbers)
I bought you huge varieties of new vegetables to make sure your level of Vitamin C is high and you are healthy, not contracting scurvy. You are different from the rest because you eat the most fresh fruits and vegetables while other cavies eat dried food bought from the pet shop. I pampered you so much, I feed you nuts and dairy products in a low content to praise you when they are not supposed to be fed. You love it, you look for more. You have been my best baby.

I will miss your whistles, your grumpings, your nose pushing me against my finger, the cute look when you stand on two of your legs to look at us, the way you snatch food from me, the way you poo everywhere, the way you pee on newspapers, the little strands of fur that flies around your area, the smelly odour when you make a mess of your house, the tiredness from cutting your vegetables.

We'll miss you. May your death be an offering for you. Rest in Peace.

th' Epitaph Of A Drowning Nation.

2011-05-02T22:28:00.002+08:00

The lyrical lie made up in my mind; everything dressed in poetry but imagery doesn't fit. Cupid last night told me you would be back once Time & Fate are happy. Daily dosages of love, drowning me in a pool of tears. Nothing is wrong when love is right. Love is never wrong. It is too blind to be wrong because it never fails.

Like a baby, I cried my heart out hoping for a wish come true. My heart has always searching, so where're you? I've been looking for that you, I'll never make it on my own. Together on the phone line and living at two opposite ends, our fingers searched through the pads &typed our hearts out. Dreams can't take the place of loving you, there's gotta be a million reasons why it's true. Slow and steady, way back into love.

When your love lets you go, you only want love more even when love, was not what you were looking for. Soft, set back and perfectly dropped. Tough and learn, and so perfectly taught. For a lifetime of love my heart picked up courage& fought. What hurts the most was being so close &having so much to say and watching you walk away. How long could I be waiting, to be with you? I've told you I love you, in th best way I can. I can't take a day without you here, you're th light that makes my darkness disappear.

Everything, was a self-conflicted coma. The days dragged on like marathorns running bare feet. The most I can do is to keep on lying. For all you want go ahead& fling. Our love, can never be tied using a string. The lil' sweet tingling sensation, it's love that got us crazy.

Boom boom pow!

2011-04-26T08:32:00.002+08:00

Welcome them into my family! (Click on 'em to view)
1) Canon EOS 7D
2) Canon Powershot A3300
3) Blackberry Torch (white)
4) Victoria Secret's Pale Pink Tote

I'm done blinging my Blackberry but yet to for my Powershot! Anyone has recommendations on where can I get cute Hello Kitty blings?

Empty promises,

2011-04-22T00:47:00.001+08:00

Terribly sorry for the empty promises.
I'll be back, xoxo.

Raaaainblows.

2011-04-14T15:42:00.004+08:00

Rain rain, go away ~
Come again another day.
Please please, go away ~
Little children want to play!

- This photo was taken March 13th, Sunday.
A random morning after sending Louis home,
I was craving to take a look at the raining Punggol End.
Thus, we headed there and Sugarboy decided to capture this memory.
The black part is the back of my hair, yellow the umbrella.
Ripples and raindrops, they are wonderful.
Rain blows, water flows, I hide.

Nobody would know that I cry in the rain,
And I can even dance in the rain with Sugarboy.
Why am I allergic to the rain?

Dear Cupid,

2011-04-14T02:28:00.008+08:00

If you did read my Twitter yesterday, you would have seen these.

Angst in me, it is torturing.
He is snoring soundly in his sleep while a thousand things are running across my mind.
Words that are left unsaid, is there any hidden lies?
I shouldn't feel this way. I shouldn't think so much.
But everything is uncontrollable.
I can never replace her.
What am I thinking? It is no longer the time for hatred and grudges to avenge in love. This time, it is a kind and compassionate yet courageous one.
I should be zealous instead of letting jealousy kills me.
Saboteur is calling. Devil is coming.
Go away.
I do not want to regret anymore.
One chapter of history enough.
The previous sixty over chapters are sufficient for evil plots and plans.
It is time to end the story with something sweet and expecting.
I must not let the Satan to kill my angelic Cupid anymore.

Enough. The more I'm thinking my head is bursting, I'm dying. I want to stop these shits. I'm tired of my old happening life. I want to be peaceful. I want to rest. To sleep. To escape. To hibernate. Goodnight.

Race through my heart.

2011-04-13T00:20:00.008+08:00

Sensodyne! Okay, this is not for advertorial purposes but I just love this picture taken on one of our dinner in Kinara@Cuppage.

Hi! I'm back as promised with a little short update. Yada-yada, I know I lack of self-discipline, but try not to be too harsh on me. I'm not really sure what had triggered my blogging vibes, but I really have the enthusiasm to blog again. Argh, I'm off-topic.

I was feeling all lethargic today, I woke up several times and fell back to sleep. I do not really know what is going on with my body system but somehow I strongly believe that my internal heat is blowing up, a sorethroat is on its way and I am gonna fall real sick. So instead of hailing a cab home as usual I thought of during the evening peak hour, I chose to stay. Lazy and sick, in need of rest hoping to see a surprise in Twitter from Sugarboy saying that he will knock off early today. In case you are wondering why, it is damn irritating when I choose to cab home having to pay 50% more of my trip due to the peak hour and this always happen.

What? A text/call/tweet from Sugarboy saying that he is knocking off earlier than usual (before 10pm). This happens EVERYTIME I reach home, then we would meet up somewhere near my area for a fulfilling dinner before going on separate ways. Isn't it irritating? At times I would wish especially hard that he does not have to work, in this way he would have more time for me before having to serve the Nation. But at the same time he decided to work his time off because he does not like to waste time and he would want us to spend more on our upcoming Vietnam trip. Sweet & thoughtful, isn't it? Plus at the rate he is earning per day now, we could have his remaining wages saved for our future. Ideal, no?

Thus to my await, I was definitely contented. He knocked off at 7, so we decided to go for Sakae at North Point. However, I suddenly had the craving for prawns and he wanted to eat some zichar so we drove over to Buangkok and have our late night dinner - Cereal prawns, garlic vegvegs and tofus (STANDARD ONE).

Yeah so you must be thinking why am I eating cereal prawns every other day, I deserve to have a sorethroat. Well, I should really kick this awful habit of mine to pamper myself with good food otherwise I'd suffer hard time in future. + I really have this pathetic thinking that: 'Since I am falling sick, why not enjoy first?' Okeh, FML.

Took away chilli crabs for his parents because it is his dad's birthday and he drove me back. However I do not really know why the both of us decided to tell Daddy I'm not going back to stay tonight. So we went up to clean Minojo and then back to Sapphire's Paradise.

Gonna join Sugarboy in candy dreams right nao. Ciaos! ~

My life's good. What about yours?

2011-04-12T02:21:00.008+08:00

Love, a language spoke by the only two of us using the mutual feelings within you & me.
Love, with the looks from both of our eyes determines the unspoken words needless to say.
Love, the equation of us that adds up to either 2 or 0.
Love, that consequent the game between to be 2 winners or 2 losers.

Hi! I’m totally guilt-ridden for leaving this space alone for quite some time, and I believe it is time to do some updates. I’m totally aware of how many readers and attention I’ve lost through my sudden disappearance, and especially how I am going to build up the population here again. Oh, whatever. Since this space is my personal one, why do I even bother? No? In any cases if boredom strikes you & you are wondering what has happened to this space and me, here is a summary of my current updates.

Back to my last post… It was updated on the 16th of March, two days before I got into a relationship. Well, there are people who do ask me why do I get a boyfriend so soon and if I am affected by the gossips and back-stabs that spread around saying I’m cheap, I’m a whore, I’m a flirt and etc.. But seriously, why should I bother? (Okeh, I do not really know when did I become less petty towards people views on me.) If you do not go around searching for the perfect and right one, it will never be yours. There is no free lunch on Earth. You seek your own happiness and love, you write your own destiny. I’ve made my stand and said it clear, if you differ it is YOUR own problem otherwise everyone would look alike and have the same brains and knowledge throughout the entire universe.

For those interested in what I am doing now. No, I'm not schooling in any hells nor working my butts off, I'm currently retaking my GCE O Levels (English, Elementary Mathematics, Pure Physics & Pure Literature) as a private candidate AT HOME. So... The upcoming stuffs will be the Universal Studios fun and Vietnam trip w/ Sugarboy, while the rest are unpredictable, yet.

I'm more of a fluttering butterfly now, no longer tied down or committing to anything, not with my boy. Frankly speaking, I love my life right now! :)

Guess I'll stop here. I promise to do more updates (at least short ones even if I am lazy). Oh, &yes. Proud to say this especially. If you happen to spot me outside, do not be shocked! I'm learning to go out nude in my face without any spot correctors. So you'd see me in my scarred and shagged face, do remember to wave at me! You can see the rest of my photos in my Facebook. Bye.

You lead the nights I abhor, I lead the days & nights you detest.

2011-03-16T11:54:00.002+08:00

Stars of the night, that can't shimmer with sunlight.
Never enough, always got all greedy for more.
Why do time flies in the blink of my eyes?

We are defenders of any poseur or professional pretender around.

2010-10-28T15:34:00.003+08:00

Your sugarified lies killing me on the sly,
while I am right down here missing you under a patch of lonely sapphire sky.
Now that y'know letting go isn't as easy, I need you as much badly as how much I love you.
Like how Holly lost Gerry, when you're gone pieces of me would still be missing you.
P.S. I love you.

Sapphire star night under street lights.

2010-10-11T14:14:00.025+08:00

the emptiness, the hollowness. your voice echoed in my mind. can we be one of those cliche couples, the one who holds hand in line, kissing each other on the halfway and making everyone insanely jealous?

Great grand father passed away peacefully on his deathbed, a very memorable date (2010 October, 10). Finally being able to let go of all his pains and sufferings from the unbeatable and deadly cancer, he left for the nether world. You have turned your remorse agony into a sudden absence. Up there, you have no more worries. Down here, we will have more misses. We are just one piece of atmosphere and sky apart, we can see you when the night glows with shimmering stars and you can see us from the tip anytime. We will be fine and strong. Rest in peace. Always in our heart, xoxo.

Friday, October 8th, 2010
Kite-flying and little snacks @ Marina Barrage with Janice Amber, John, Cheston, Jin Wei, Yu Cai, Szemin & Calvin. Bumped into Liang Jie and Aloysius.

Jigglyjam.

2010-10-05T22:58:00.006+08:00

sometimes repeating the same words can be quite beautiful, especially when those are the words we want to listen to.
continue entertaining no doubts for yourself being in love, but idea only varies to the how much.

Yea. And my biology clock is totally screwed. Actions speak louder than words. I can't help it but to let myself slacken away. Too much of freedom makes one lost if he does not have self-discipline. And I am that bird.

So it was me to be that weak indulging into addictions. Heroes of Newerth &Mahjong really vacuumed my precious time away. The deadline is coming, and I have no sense of urgency, not at the least now.

Thursday, September 30th, 2010

So it was John's birthday at Boat Quay, Strawberry with Janice Amber, Elaine, Cheston, Jin Wei, Zave, Lishun, Yu Cai, Szemin & Boyfriend.

From, 18th Johnberry @ Facebook

ที่รัก

2010-09-25T16:39:00.003+08:00

I used to be great at it, but now I no longer know how to. It's weird that someone who was very close to me, becomes a total stranger. This drift is hurting me a lot inside, but I can't make you stay. Heart's aching, but I can't be sad if you prefer another one, it's hard to convince the monkey that strawberries sweeter than bananas. Stay with me or watch me bleed.

Make love, no war

2010-09-14T23:18:00.020+08:00

Pictures& updates for you, clicks on Nuffnang for me please? :)
Tuesday, August 31st 2010

Lishun's 18 at Le Bar.

Roll boys, do a somersault.

2010-09-01T01:08:00.008+08:00

Pictures& updates for you, clicks on Nuffnang for me please? :)
Friday, August 27th 2010

Down to Dhobygaut with Szemin and met b there. Trained to Orchard and walked over 313 to meet Zan, Ivy and one of their friends. Left, and grabbed some accessories from m)phosis sale with b.

Over to ION, dinner and home sweet home.

Too good t be true.

2010-09-01T00:53:00.008+08:00

Pictures& updates for you, clicks on Nuffnang for me please? :)

Sunday, August 22nd 2010
Anchorvale w/ Szemin, Samantha, Louis and b (others unmentioned)

Love locked down.

2010-08-27T00:09:00.005+08:00

Never a lip is curved with pain
That can't be kissed into smile again
Lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous
Getting two people so close together that they can't see anything wrong with each other
Ancient lovers believed a kiss would literally unite their souls
because the spirit was said to be carried in one's breath
When soul meets soul on lovers' lips
Seals two souls for a moment in time

Love drunk,

2010-08-19T18:27:00.004+08:00

Sticks and stones are hard on bones
Aimed with angry art
Words can sting like anything
But silence breaks the heart

Our photos may fade, but this picture perfect memory will last a lifetime.

2010-08-17T23:58:00.003+08:00

Kindly click on my Nuffnang & Google Adsense. I appreciate every little tiktaks. :)

Sparks fly it's like electricity
I might die, when I forget how to breathe
You get closer and there's no where in this world I'd rather be
Time stops like everything around me is frozen
and that the night is the thieves

Love doesn't make the world go round, love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

2010-08-16T23:41:00.015+08:00

My apologies to have not been tickling my lazybones regularly and make this space livelier. Here you go for the events and details on Singapore's 45th Birthday Celebration, so please leave your comments at my Formspring and... Click on my Nuffnang Ads! Thank you very much! :)

Double-date with Janice& John. We had a good squeeze and sauna somewhere near Marina towards the Singapore Flyer due to impatient pushing from a heavy human traffic. Initially, we thought we can have a bird's-eye view of fireworks and the beautiful night scenery, but due to safety precautions, we can only watch the fireworks on the platform instead of being on the capsules.

I shall put an end to this chunk of words. Here you go for the pictures!

Then, we headed over to Marina Square. Looked for Yu Cai, Zi Hao and Liang Jie. Dinner was at Pizza Hut after my uncountable times of persuasion. YC, ZH& LJ then went off to meet their friends. Home sweet home aftermath.

Curse of th golden flower,

2010-08-13T08:18:00.003+08:00

Gold blends well with black.
Most importantly, it is Friday the 13th.

Sunshine& night skies,

2010-08-07T17:17:00.013+08:00

Sunday, August 1st 2010

Who?: Hazel, Glen, Boyfriend, Zi Hao, Yu Cai and Lishun.
What&Where?: Picnic @ Marina Barrage, caught 'Old Cow VS Young Grass' @ Marina Leisureplex after th other pair of lovebirds left.
How?: Picnic was a total disaster mainly because our organiser didn't inform us that he was not coming and due t th downpour. After all, we had fun getting our virgin t that open area taken away. Many Singaporeans disliked local films thus we had a hard time persuading Cai and Shun t watch th show Hao and I wanted t catch. After all, I only like part behind th plot regarding humans and dogs.
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Sunday, August 1st 2010

Carl's Jr @ Vivo City with Liang Jie, Lishun, Yu Cai, Lin Xi and Boyfriend, then over t Le Bar t meet Janice Amber, John and Jian Hao. Early night-out, everyone left leaving Boyfriend, Jian Hao &I. Moodswings. Punggol Park. Swings. Playground. Sands. Glen and Jun Yang came shortly after and JY drove us home.

As we hold on together,

2010-08-05T13:15:00.010+08:00

T Hazel's sweet seventeenth @ 12th Element.

Drive me crazy.

2010-07-13T11:58:00.004+08:00

Mundane life. School has not been too much of an entertainment due t th stricter environment thus all I can do in that fucken piece of four walls surrounded is just t sit outside th staff room with a table and chair, like a dog in a kennel. Internal suspension, bored2death.

Lately, it is all about Boyfriend &I, mostly study sessions with Hazel, Jotina and Glen. Time2mug. \m/

Last t fall,

2010-07-06T21:30:00.010+08:00

Why hello there! Truly feeling apologetic over my Blogger’s rotting space, so I am here for a tad while. Upon my agreement with th Principal of Deyi Secondary, I have decided t try my best in improving my attendance despite whining non-stop about my wish in getting suspension.

Okay. I have photos for... June24th, an evening spent with @LuluKoh at th Botanical Gardens.

Then a new school term starts, and that is when disasters and catastrophes shake my world.

‘Eclipse’ on July5th, Youth Day with @NutnutLow @LuluKoh @NanaLimz. Went over Somerset313 t look for Boyfriend and he sent me back t Sengkang, Compass Point. Sweetpea, no?

In case you are updated by those air-borne rumours spreading around, I would have t admit that yes, you are right. I have not had a boyfriend for two months or so, &yes, Calvin is my record breaker. He is my sweetest bum ever, his efforts t make me smile and definitely appreciated.
Below are all th other outdated photos that ought t be uploaded since a donkey years back.

Alejandro.

2010-06-21T05:50:00.006+08:00

God Geesus, I thank you for letting my eyes landed upon so many lovely creatures that made my last two weeks of this June semester break a pleasant and perfect enough ‘cept for th growth of acnes and pimples popping out. If you have been following my footsteps tightly on Twitter, no doubts I am leading a zombified life, with my body clock tuned totally inverted. What should I do? Skipping a night’s sleep and hit th sack early th after night, turns out t be a total baby nap for me. Looks like I can only sleep in th morning and wake up every evening. Yes, FML.

Lately, I have th KBox fever that I hold th microphone more than four times in a week. I have lost my blogging bug, just let th peektures do th talking.

I have not touched th desktop for ages and Momsie thought I quitted cyberlife that she tossed my rollable office chair away. Butts aching, bye.

Glitter mixed with rock and roll,

2010-06-14T18:31:00.007+08:00

I would not strongly recommend or encourage readers stepping into this site unless I do recent updates, rather because this space is not really entertaining for most of us. I do not have th ability t enrich my every post with my every doings, I lead a very mundane life. But if you are a loyal daily stalker of mine, please kindly move t my Twitter. :)

Thursday, June 10th 2010

(More photos2come) ION.

Friday, June 11th 2010

Azzura for th nightowls. So tempted t hit Clarke Quay but Celina &co. are busy with their new outlet’s preparation. Met them under my block for a little tipsy-turvey, &off thy drove for work. FML.

Saturday, June 12th 2010
(No photos) (insert name here)‘s crib. Supper@JalanKayu plans with Louisylove and Szeminlovesie are cancelled. Homed early around midnight on a fucken Saturday. FML.

Sunday, June 13th 2010
(No photos) Magnificent. Supper@JalanKayu plan with Louisylove went on smoothly. Th only problem encountered was our greed on a big feast, yet my small appetite ruined everything. BMS. Hailed a cab down Rivervale Mall t meet Andrew/Kelvin and his cousin. Lepak.

5 by five,

2010-06-02T15:47:00.007+08:00

So I actually spent my time editing this wonderful peekture of you &me; th guy whom I am going through thick and thin with, who stood by me at times when I fall and hold my hand t walk a stretch further, who never failed t be there at all times even if his heart and soul is with someone else. (FYI, no we are not a couple. But it is amazing how we seem like one. :D)

Diamond words melted into some ice.

2010-05-30T00:13:00.011+08:00

So it was all about lies and broken hearts, all those smiles on our faces do not last with any doubts. Strip my heart apart, but I will still be standing strong with cheers of victory.

☺ Compassvale LRT t pick Louisylove
☺ Compass Point SingTel t confirm my waiving off of monthly bills
☺ Citylink The Asian Kitchen for brunch
☺ Suntec City for walks
☺ Suntec Convection t explore Vesak Day’s celebration
☺ Tanah Merah SAFRA for Louisy’s family chalet

Then this is th part where I detest most for th day and which really pissed me off. We rushed t Orchard wanting t pick Szeminlove from work at ION &t our horror she was already at th MRT when we thought she was done with her dinner at Far East Plaza. Okay, fine. Thought Jeremylove would still be there ended up he was already at Dempsey Hill.

So yeah, thank God Louisy’s daddy drove us back otherwise I would have died of raindrops causing rashes, in my killer heels under ultimate heat. But Jeremylove was sweet enough t initiate in coming back FEP t look for me. Alright, destiny loves game like this.

Here we go again.

2010-05-26T17:21:00.007+08:00

Curse and swear, about school. When I could produce a decent Medical Certificate, th school simply rejected and accused me of truancy, like getting a piece of Medical Certificate is so easy and whatsoever. What is th point of spending my daily allowance onto shits of Medical Certificate just t bloody prove (as proclaimed by Deyi Crappy School) that I was genuinely sick when it was just a false alarm (t y’all) that I was just th girl who cried wolf? Now that I do not bother, you people kept using th word ‘expel’ t threaten me if I do not have a Medical Certificate. Contradicting enough. :)

Hello, I am not one of those typical school dropouts whom you see on th streets wasting their lives away. I have a goal and a future I want t write, I know how t live my life and I did not abuse my stand in th school. I do not believe in something like ‘I have t go t school just t pass my O Levels.’ A big shake-head, NO. There are many routes and paths t success and I do not like t stick t an old-way, it is so dead. No one owes Singapore a living. We find our own way t survive and prosper, turning challenges into opportunities.

Come on, Ministry of Education & Deyi Crappy School. Please expel me if your thoughts vary very differently from mine. Teachers are there t lend a helping hand t help us. It is not that I am trying t give up, but I still care and studies do matter a lot t me, even if I do not express it. We are teenagers, we are supposed t be independent. Please let us have a mind of our own and a choice that interests us. Through expelling/suspending us, you are just trying t leave us t rot. Yes, choices have consequences.

We ought t compromise instead of making quitting of school a dead-end, for we are th keys t Singapore’s future. (NE messages stated clearly that: We have confidence in our future. Every student must work hard and strive t their best in order to keep Singapore going, Singapore must be able t survive in th future and we have t be confident of what we are doing to help Singapore prosper. Singapore’s destiny lies in our hands, and we have t make its future bright and unwavering.)

Fyi, I did go t school last week. I entered during recess time. It is just that I do not want t argue, I just stfu and let all of you accuse of. I have eyewitnesses too, please do not jump into conclusions like ‘You don’t see me means I am absent.’ C’MON, TH FUCKING SCHOOL IS SO BIG.
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Whatever, overdued photos I stole from Louisy's Blogger taken on 18th May in his Macbook. :D

Down th secret aisle,

2010-05-19T12:47:00.038+08:00

(WARNING!: Photo spams)

Saturday, May 15th 2010
Thy were there. Thy are love. Thy don’t hurt. Thy can be trusted. Thy give th best advices. Thy brought laughter into my life. Thanks t them, I would like t have th honour t express my gratitude towards all who made th effort t hit Town& left when transportation is a kind of inconvenience, celebrated with me, that pleasant cake surprise. &Finally thanks t those who remembered my birthday, spammed my wall, handphone with all greetings, and having th thought of celebrating with me as well. I really appreciated every single one, love2all. ♥

Fourth surprise for Russell Tsao got exposed eventually in less than five minutes, too imba t be elaborated in details. My part-time job as a girlfriend and ex-girlfriend has been accomplished.

Caught ‘The Losers’ at TheCathay with Glen, Hazel, Lie Xuan and Louis.

Hit Cineleisure’s KBox till 4am with Christopher, Frances, Jeremy, Joel, Katherine, Louis, Nicole, Timothy, Xavier, Yong Teck and Zen. No whiskeys nor vodkas, but it was a heaven-high moment. Sincere apologies and thankful-heart towards Poh Heng.

Home sweet home, with Dadsie and Momsie sweet enough t wake up specially, picking me up at th void deck.

P.S.: Leather &jeans, garage glamorous (I)
Leather &jeans, garage glamorous (II)

Rainy days.

2010-05-11T18:09:00.007+08:00

Tuesday: May, 4th

Skipped school with Hazel. Byebye fringe, & hello bangs. Special gratitude towards Hazel for this double-bangs. :)

Thursday: May, 6th
Rivervale Plaza → Compass Point → Louis’ House.

Friday: May, 7thRushed home for a shower, prepared, had a puff under my block with Edmond and Tiong Hian then met Louis at his area. Rode a bus down Tampines1 t surprise ~~Boyfriend~~ Russell with specially custom-made Famous Amos cookie.
Airport, then Daiso@RMall.

Saturday: May, 8th
Compass Point, Pizza Hut for brunch followed by Louis’ crib, then Mother’s Day dinner at Ang Mo Kio.

Sunday: May, 9th
Ikea, surprised ~~Boyfriend~~ Russell with my MTV by asking him t log-on Youtube t view. (Photos with Louis)

Monday: May, 10th
Louis' house for cupcakes-making.

Tuesday, May 11th
Overslept due t fever and skipped Principle of Accounts Paper2. Clinics', then surprised ~~Boyfriend~~ Russell with my best-made cuppycake. :)

Hangover.

2010-05-03T13:09:00.012+08:00

It is kind of disheartening t think of moments in which your heart gets stabbed consistently by th same person, yet he/she does not realise that hurt is in your tears. In bottled feelings there is no way for a speak-up, and that is where everything came crashing down.

Overdued photos from school.

Saturday, 1st May 2010

Compass Point, Swensens for fondue dinner with Louis. Guo Hong joined us shortly after and we headed t a certain under block for Humanity studies.

Sunday, 2nd May 2010
Changi Airport Terminal 3 with threesomeluv. Popeyes’ for brunch followed by Coffee Bean for teatime snacks and vigorous Humanity note-taking sessions.

Tampines1, looked for Russell t have some puffs and exchange of words. Century Square t get studs and back t hometown. Short night market there is, Rivervale Mall t shop for groceries but little did we know NTUC Fairprice closes before midnight there.

Home sweet home.

Unknowingly,

2010-04-27T16:55:00.013+08:00

I am supposed t be blogging this post longago, but th lightning strike my lazybones at this moment. Weekend study sessions at Changi Airport Terminal3.

Saturday (24 April)

Sunday (25 April)

White daisy.

2010-04-18T00:10:00.011+08:00

Hi Blogger! ‘m at th sixtieth post currently, should I delete some booooring old posts? (Zips) Somehow or rather, I was just dismissed from my princess shower and I am tired max right nao! So, fml for having consistent headaches these days. Week has somehow been summed up by lovely outing @Town, I am a happyger going through agonised sorrows at times. Contradicting, enough. :)

Saturday, 17th April 2010
Tied down with threesomeluv (Louis K., Szemin.Lovesie) @Town, gave movie ‘Shutter Island’ with in-game guildmates a miss, but met them up for dinner @Newton Circus. More outings t come, lovelies! (spamheartshere)

In short,
Compass Point → Orchard, Far East Plaza → Orchard, ION → Newton Circus → Home sweet home

P.S.: If any kind readers here do Blog through a Blackberry application, teach me pretty pleasezxc.

Karma.

2010-04-12T22:14:00.010+08:00

Blogger's rather dead, catch me @Twitter. &, overdued photos from last week.

Rip and tear.

2010-04-05T22:20:00.014+08:00

Dear Journal,
Everything is back2square once again, I can only announce that everything is still in an unstable condition.
I am just like a fluttering butterfly when it comes t affairs of th heart.
Overdued photos from Swensens icecréme dinner w/ Szemin.Lovesie,

Saturday, April 3rd

(Aden's baby brother)

(Doves' marriage)

(Absinthe <3)

Wedding dinner @ Goodwood Park Hotel → Uncle Sam’s pub @ Clarke Quay → Home sweet home

• Memories of us flashed back like how th waves splashed on th soft-grounded sand-way as I saw th sweet in love couple engaging their promises and vows t an eternal future of happiness
• So, when is our turn? My relatives told me that I am next on th list for upcoming marriage, and thy hurried me t settle down
• I am prepared t be your sugar hunny wife and a promising mom through tedious training like pampering Aden’s baby brother
• Absinthe for sips
• Uncle Sam initiated t call a cab and pay for me, but Joel drove me home with his car instead

Love is a wrecked destiny.

2010-03-28T14:28:00.011+08:00

Hello world.

Life has been a total haywire lately, everything came crashing hard down onto me. If you have been stalking me @Twitter, you would have known it clear that I am leading a life of agony and sorrows. I tried t refrain myself from frowning and tearing, but memories kept me holding on. Trying t clinch, but having no abilities t do so. I was clear t cherish, yet I took it for granted. I can only blame myself for turning upon this state. My hand in yours, your heart is my home.

Yesterday, Saturday - March28th's
Great-grandfather & great-grandmother's birthday celebration (maternal) located at Amoy Street → Punggol Plaza t meet Celina &Ave → Joel's crib → Home sweet home

Bad Romance,

2010-03-14T18:33:00.012+08:00

It seems like I have not been updating my Blogger frequently though, however all I can emphasise on my absence is that I would not be filling up this space as regularly as often, rather because I have lazybones born in me. (Giggles) Especially in this post, overdue photos are uploaded and I would only focus on th details of my yesterday.

On a random note, thy said ‘Time heals all wounds’. And then, I would like t enquire if does th amount of time spent healing varies from th depth is our wounds? Practising enhances perfection, with my status as a Casanova cowgirl, why am I hurt all over again from th peak I fell?

Yesterday’s
Daddy’s friend from Bali, Indonesia came over t Singapore with his two lovely mixed-blood children. Our meet up was mainly t discuss about an opening of a business, hence Serene Sister and Eric Westfu reserved a table specially for our dinner, a restaurant namely ‘Oosh!’ located at Dempsey Road, Tanglin Village.

Just two ala-carte dishes, it summed up my meals full and full. One Foie Gras (goose liver) and grilled Australian Tenderloin (180grammes) in Cajun Marinade, served with steamed Cauliflower and Herbed Mashed Potato. One word t describe th medium-rare piece of meat, ‘Shiok’. Somehow or rather, it was th best steak I have ever eaten in my life. Five stars for The All New, Oosh!
Right aftermath, Daddy drove Mommy &I down t somewhere in Tanglin t view th private houses. Thy seemed rather contented with estates there, so I guess we would be moving there despite th high-peaked prices. I am fine with anything so long it benefits all of us, yet th thought of mode of transportation plus th time consumed are failing my wants. Whatever, I would persuade them t stay in my home sweet home Sengkang. (^-^)v

Okay, I will be giving a call t Damian very soon. Dinner tonight could not stop me from drooling, it is Daddy’s black pepper crab. –yummy! So, goodbye everyone.

Under streetlights,

2010-03-01T18:53:00.027+08:00

Friday, February 26th
With love and gratitude towards BabyC(harlie), BabyS(zemin) & BabyL(ouis) for initiating in accompanying me t KK Hospital in th morning despite their short hours of sleep time. In th end, only that pair of lovebirds went with me as I did not want t spoil C's day. After th appointment with my doctor, Kopitiam was next for our brunch.

Took a shuttle bus down Novena and trained down t City Hall. Peninsula t get my backpacks, Citylink t look at th sales in m)phosis followed by th outlet in ION. Got th pieces of clothings S reserved, unfortunately th shoe wear 've fallen in love for has no sizes of mine.

Alright, so yeah you know th feeling of getting rejected of something we love and yearn much for. Feeling super unwilling, we turned t Ngee Ann's outlet. Asked for my size again, and damn th bloody salesgirl with poor attitude. Smoked and Aunt Anne's, then back t Sengkang.

Compass Point t meet C and ate Mos Burger, th lovebirds left in a hurry and we went down Anchorvale t look for them. After some hassle, I returned t C's crib and associated with PlaymateG. Home sweet home.

Brayden Nephew was at home, hence Serene Sister came over t pick him up. Yet t her dismay, he fell asleep hence I accompanied Sister t return t her house in order t collect their clothings. Anchorvale McDonald's was next, DriveThru t get my supper.

Saturday, February 27th
Park Green t view houses. Compass Point for dinner, met Han Siong and S. Pasarmalam aftermath.

Sunday, February 28th
Anchorvale McDonald's for brunch with HS & S, followed by Compass Point t meet C. Library next, I played HideN'Seek with them after our departure and thy were worried sick and C was angry with me. Sad ttm ah. Pasarmalam again, home sweet home.
Monday, March 1st
• C's house
• Compass Point
• Pasarmalam

Tuesday, March 2nd
• School
• AMKHub t takeaway lunchie for S
• Bishan Juncti8n
• m)phosis t help out S
• Bought a pair of wedges, belt and dress
• Trained back Sengkang
• Home sweet home for dinner and princess shower
• Down t meet C with S
• Rivervale Plaza t buy cigarettes
• McDonald's for S's dinner
• C sent me home

Bewildered,

2010-02-25T18:20:00.020+08:00

Overdued photos from Friday, February 19th.

Sunday, February 21st
Met Ian at Rivervale Plaza Fairprice, bought my cigarettes, wenta McDonald’s for brunch and revised Physics. Walked t Compass Point as he wanted t grab some bites while I caught my breath, many cute stuffs happened as we spoke like young primary school kids.

Szemin’s underblock after that, Han Siong came not long after while we proceeded t Anchorvale McDonald’s. Talked about many lame stuffs like flying myself as a kite etcetc. I could not stop myself from laughing, Daddy came shortly after, send Ian t Hougang Plaza and drove over t Ang Mo Kio for dinner with Aunty Joyce and family. Home sweet home.

Monday, February 22nd

• McBreakfast with Charlie @ Rivervale Plaza
• C’s house
• Pasir Ris t change bus t Tampines
• Met Szemin & Han Siong @ Tampines1 while C headed t school
• over t Polyclinic while th other two went for lunchie
• Library t meet C and th rest
• Slacked
• Century Square. Got my studs while C had fun in th arcade with his friends
• Cabbed home with C after that.

Tuesday, February 23rd
• Charlie came over t my house early in th morning for a moment
• Wenta his house
• Parted while I took a bus t Compass Point t meet Szemin & Louis
• Polyclinic t extend my Medical Certificate
• Accompanied L for Subway
• Sent him t th MRT
• SM and I walked around Compass Point & trained back Rivervale Plaza t meet C
• Slacked till nightfall and home sweet home

Wednesday, February 24th
• Cabbed t school in order not t be late
• Rode a bus home straight
• Princess shower
• Out t meet Charlie @ Kangkar LRT
• His house
• Home sweet homeThursday, February 25th
Life is being a bitch. Hailed a cab t school this morning expecting myself t be punctual yet I was sent t detention for being late just in one minute. Damn. ):

• Sticked with Jun Jie and Ang Ying
• AMKHub t send AY t bus stop and lunchie with JJ
• Home sweet home

Castle walls and romantic candles,

2010-02-20T12:54:00.019+08:00

You have definitely heard of air-borne viruses. Yet do you people actually know that laziness can spread like any other? Joke, no? It seems so rather unbelievable. And here comes peer influence and th environment we are in. Guess what, I have been lazy t update this page thanks t SzeminLovesie. Best ah, I am lagging so much behind.

Tuesday, February 16th
Louis and Szemin met me @ Bakau LRT Station and thy accompanied me t Rivervale Plaza for lunchie. KFC, and I feel so fat. (Cries) Bought my cigarettes and walked over t Future Park Resident’s Corner t slack, and we started t speak about insects and etcetc. due t th poor and gross environment there. Couldn’t take it any further, we proceeded over t Charlie’s house after he woke up.

L is th first guy I met who does not DotA, hence he found it really interesting t watch C playing that fucking loser game. While SM &I explored his house, watched C’s over twenty hamsters. Shocking, right? Camwhored.

I don’t know who then started th idea in watching horror movies, plainly because C’s crib has th feeling and spirit of watching such as it is pretty dark there and having th mindset in scaring me inside-out. Irritatoooongz.

Watched Gong-Tao as C wanted t, then realised it wasn’t a horror film at all, but rather something disgusting. Hence SM gave her opinion in watching My Ex, which totally freaked me out in screaming and yelling at some scenes, followed by th threesome laughing at my silliness. Tsktsk. As it was already seven, we left t Compass Point for dinner @ KFC. Yes, again I know. Because I started doing an action t prove that I am angry then thy had th idea in eating that just t spite me.

Had plenty laughter and giggles while eating, I love life relaxed like that. (Smiles) C supposed t meet his friends aftermath, yet his plans were cancelled. Sent L t th MRT, while th remainder us strolled around Compass Point. Decided t part and headed t th Bus Interchange, and I smelt th aroma of tea-leaves eggs.

C bought three, each for one of us. We began cracking our eggs and eating, followed by sipping down Pink Dolphin and puffs of smoke. Alighted th same bus with C, and home sweet home.

Wednesday, February 17th
Headed over t Szemin's house early in th morning & we went over t Sengkang Polyclinic. Bought our breakfast from McDonald’s, bought an extra set specially for Charlie. After my consultation, we bused down t leave his Big Breakfast at his doorstep. Back t my house for packing of bag and getting some stuff, hailed a cab down TheQuartz for swimming and sauna/steam!

Cabbed back SM's house, she felt awkward for not combing her hair. After that, we waited for her ex-colleague t meet us as he wanted t pass her a red packet. There came a bunch of young boys, asking for SM's number upon countless rejections and being that shameless.

Rode a bus down Charlie’s house. Shockingly, his mother came home without us knowing. Talked with his mom, I found her really cute & t realise that those over twenty hamsters all belongs t her! Rivervale Plaza after that for C & SM's dinner, and we walked over th next bus stop t send SM home.

Thursday, February 18th
School. Fetched Brayden Nephew from his school after dismissal and found him crying. Comforted him as we went for lunchie @ his school’s canteen, Daddy came shortly after. He dropped me @ Szemin’s house before returning home with Brayden. Went up and watched Episode13 of 海派田心(?), slacked for awhile and Louis & her sent me t th bus stop.

Friday, February 19th
School. Went for puffs with Angying Aiai, Hassym and Kumar, then took a bus down AMKHub t meet Szemin. Re-bling her phone, and then SM decided t have her lunch at S11. Han Siong reached McDonald’s shortly after, while we went up th Cinema t get our tickets and then Food Court for our lunch. Wenta smoke aftermath, walked around, and two garments from Cotton On caught SM’s eyes.

Back t th theatre. Caught ‘Little Big Soldier’, and overall it was boring movie, but funny at certain scenes which could not stopped me from laughing. I was unaware of th reason, why my upper lip started t be swollen with two lumps which made me look super awful when I smile as though my lips are uneven. Bused back t my crib, changed and left for Anchorvale McDonald’s t study. Louis came not long after while HS left, followed by Samantha Cutie and her sister. Charlie came down as well, was not really in th mood hence I was only entertaining SM & C.

(More photos uploaded in next post.)
Walked SM home, while we alighted th bus back t Rivervale Plaza. C wanted t send me home as he knew I would be afraid of th dark, yet I rejected his kind offer mainly because I do not want him t walk so much. <:

Inked hearts & pierced love,

2010-02-15T17:28:00.009+08:00

Right now, I hafta admit I am requesting nothing from God. But this chain of lovely events t go on and on, never ending. It is fate for us t be bonded as one, let us shut our eyes and enjoy this beautiful moment.

Friday, February 12th
KK Hospital with Daddy in th morning for my follow-up. Sauna and swimming with Szemin next @ The Rivervale. Thanks t bitches and new rules, it was cocked up. Once and for all, no more such repeated experiences again. Fuck th poor service.
Saturday, February 13th
Reunion dinner @ Grany’s place.

Sunday, February 14th
Happy Chinese Valentine’s people! – I wish those who wished me, receive plenty of red packets and have their love life blossom. (Winks)

Maternal great grandfather’s place and paternal grandfather’s place in th early morning and afternoon.

Homed t change my leggings into shorts, watched th teevee while waiting for Szemin’s call. Wenta pick her up at Bakau LRT and we walked over Kangkar LRT t meet Charlie. Slacked under a nearby block’s void deck till Charlie parted with us. Headed over t Plaza for McDonald’s, bitched.

Met Han Siong @ Bakau LRT, and returned t my crib. Szemin stayed for dinner with my family, while Han Siong waited patiently, should I say. Down t send them off, after some planning of our arrangements for th next day.

Monday, February 15th
Stayed @ home t Dragonica th whole day while LeonardLovesie & SzeminLovesie went visiting. Supposed t have a sleep-over @ Szemin's crib, yet due t last minute changes we ended up MSN-ing, missing each other truckloads. K, sounds so lesbo!
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Below is an extract of our text messages.

Me: ‘m super hungry.
Szemin: Why suddenly hungry? Find smth to eat kay.
Me: very long already. ):
Szemin: Just find smth to eat k :)
Me: eating. ^^v
Szemin: Ok pig :x hehes

Me: why?!
Szemin: Eat already then can become fat pig chubby chubby haha
Me: my baby loves fatso. (:
Szemin: Leonard ah. Then you must eat more then more adorable! :x
Me: LATER REALLY FATSO.
Szemin: No lo cute lei. Then he can pinch your chubby cheeks so cuteee!
Me: later redred.
Szemin: Cute ma

Me: cannot. later become hamcheepeng
Szemin: Your baby will still want you
Me: don’t wantttt. I feel ugly that way.
Szemin: K la continue be your bamboo. He’ll also love.
Me: LOL. bitch. I wanna blog this out. (:
Szemin: I not bitch hor pig. Haha k la i damn tired i go sleep now. Slp early hor fat pig! :x nights, love :)
Me: Leonard baby says nightnights skinny bamboo twinny Louis baby. lovelove.

Far and apart.

2010-02-07T14:14:00.014+08:00

"Tears are just plain droplets of water falling from th eyes of one and it meant nothing even though it expresses th heart that words can’t say at times."

I am on my very first step now in turning myself into th way I imagined myself in becoming into and I feel so proud of it. Feeling ultimately grateful t those whom drove me t this corner, so please do not blame me if my end result turned out shocking. Black humour, kewl no?

Wednesday, February 3rd
Home.

Thursday, February 4th
AMKHub → Angying’s house → Tan Tock Seng Hospital → Bright Hill → Home sweet home
Friday, February 5th
Happy birthday, Mommy! ♥
Szemin’s house → Compass Point → Sengkang Polyclinic → Home
Yesterday – Saturday, February 6th
Bugis Street with Angying Aiai in th afternoon. I swear I could have died of squeezing there. We waited for bloody four traffics before we could get from Junction t Village, so you can really imagine th crowd. Then, Iluma.KK Hospital was next, wenta consult th doctor and was almost admitted for hospitalisation. Unfortunately, I am still under control hence I’ll be going back for th follow-up on Wednesday, and if my case worsen, I would be having th operation.

Traffic in life.

2010-01-30T18:13:00.005+08:00

I love my new hand phone’s ring tone! Okay, totally random.

Stupid Marcus lied t me this afternoon saying that he would accompany me t City Plaza. Due t last minute changes, Pami and I went there t get my belts in order t go nice with my New Year clothing. And right now, I am at th crossway unknown of wearing my white tube with red waist belt or wear my translucent top and high waist skirt instead. I would be very white this coming Chinese New Year. (Laughs)

Rong Ji came t fetch us at Grandlink Square aftermath, and stopped opposite Ang Mo Kio MRT Station for my maid t take a bus home. Bright Hill next t pray Grany, yet thy were closed at an earlier timing. Then, drove down t Sinmin Industrial Park as he wanted t look for his friend and then Champion. He stopped at th Lobby, waited for me t smoke and chat with Terence regarding my absence from Champion, got my books and he sent me home.

Supposed t head for Pasir Ris later, but our plans were complicated due t th tight schedule hence postponed it.

Tampled with,

2010-01-29T19:51:00.005+08:00

I swear my blood was rushing up t my roof head this morning when I reached school at around 9. A security guard newbie who relieved th absent one, actually confiscated my EZ-link card just because it was th third time I am late. !@#$%^&

Worse, and t get hand of my card, she lied t me. Adults tell lies t children, what role model is she trying t be? Joke of th year. I have never had my anything confiscated because I am late, never by th guards.

Anyway, I got my EZ-link card back from th other security. Rong Ji drove me home from school, while I alighted at Block1O8, settled th problem of North Vistarians, then home sweet home.

Tormented,

2010-01-27T17:52:00.003+08:00

My dearest camaraderie, school is sucking all my energy away. & For th apathetic me, I have t catch forty winks in order t restore my liveliness.

Below is th current situation for all my various subjects (January).

English – Still alright, but I have got t knock it down for remedial lessons, as I have not been handling up my homework, fulfilling my task and putting my best into th tests
Elementary Mathematics – I can handle simple Matrices but get kind of at multiplication of Matrices, and as for Probability I need someone t guide me or I will never be able t complete my assigned questions
Chinese – I need t pull up my socks and read more for th boosting of vocabularies
Science (Physics) – Seriously in need t memorise my formulas and definitions, read up my textbook and notes for recapping
Science (Chemistry) – I am so fucking bloody lost
Principle of Accounts – Need t read up my textbook badly t start and be on task
Combined Humanities (Literature) – Definitely no problem but I need t tickle my lazybones
Combined Humanities (Social Studies) – A need t read up my notes and catch up with lessons
Art – I am doing fine!

Damn, you see. I really need t pull up my socks and stop slacking. Time waits for no man.

Tough times.

2010-01-26T20:32:00.001+08:00

Yesterday – Monday, January 25th
I am so fucking in love with PlaymateG. (Winks) Had our lunch at AMKHub with Crystal, and then headed for swimming and sauna at The Rivervale. Home sweet home aftermath.

Today – Tuesday, January 26th
Muscle-ache, fever and headaches from Physical Education and swimming yesterday! T.T Crystal came t my house for studying after her school.

My tag reply for someone:
fion(passerby): may i know all the cleansers && beauty products you are usinq ? i want to know all and make a comparison , thank you babe .
Me: Hello there. I am not using a certain and definite product as I am using a variety of them. I will make a list for them for you.
DoctorSecret: Acne Blemish Kit
Artistry: Pure White Cleanser, Pure White Toner 2, Pure White Moisturiser 2 SPF 20, Essentials Balancing Cleanser, Pore Cleansing Mask, Blemish Control, Replenishing Eye Crème, Make Up Remover
Dermoskin: Astringent (Toner), P, S, I, Sun Protection SPF50+ PA+, Acne Cleanser
Jean D’Arcel: Clearing Spot Control, Sebo-Balance 24h Clearing Cream, Vitamin C, Bamboo Scrub

No trivial.

2010-01-23T09:58:00.004+08:00

"I need daily dosages of love and this addiction kills me, taking away seconds of my life slowly."

Hi guvnors, I have just visited Born To Be Your Taoeh & Born To Be Your Zhongeh and I had a good laugh. Though stories stirred in it are kinda childish, I believe Blogs are for personal use and it should not even fire up criticises neither quarrels. You either accept what people did, if not fuck off.

Yesterday – Friday, January 22nd
It was my first Friday spent in school. I thought it would be a bore, and it really came out t be one. Dismissed. Met Choon Weng, Jun Jie, Jun Hao and their classmates outside th school, went for a smoke and then rode a bus. Jun Hao’s friends boarded th bus, and we alighted at North Vista Secondary aftermath. Walked over Block108, with quite a number of North Vistarians(?) there along with familiar faces. Settled their internal conflicts and everyone parted.

Waited for Baobei Steph, we slacked awhile and got screened. Rivervale Plaza for a late lunch was next, and we went t Future Park. Sent her t take a cabby down Punggol around evening and home sweet home t rest.

Today – Saturday, January 23rd
Chinatown with family. Had our brunch at Yumcha and did some shopping for snacks, toiletries as well as my facial products. Damn, it is yet th last day of th month and I have already spent so much at th start of this year. What a blessing in disguise. I hope I would not faint at th sight when I calculate th total figure of how much I spent at th month-end.

Goodbye.

What is school?

2010-01-21T18:06:00.002+08:00

School is the newest shit in trend that never failed to tire one out. Fancy wanting us to wake early in the morning just to sing the fucked up Anthem of Singapore, and expect us to stay awake for a minimal of five hours. What shit is this, school is tiring and the adults self-proclaimed that the country would be depending on us, the bright hopes for nation.

And then actually demanded us to study in the scorching hours of morning? How the fuck are we going to concentrate under the hot sun and heavy eyelids? I mean, at least give us insufficient sleep. Lack of rest, we fall sick and have to fucking produce a shit of Medical Certificate. Is the chairman of Ministry of Education’s brains screwed or what?

The discipline committee of one’s school is not that great either. If you are going to pick on us, how are we supposed to divert the fullest of our attention on studies? Our minds would be running on the happened incidents, and we cannot even fucking concentrate. When our results are out, you fucking teachers get all the achievements, your pay and everything while we students get thrashings from our parents and disappoint everyone when you all were the ones driving us crazy.

What is this world coming into, a government school really differs much from a private school.

Fuck. I must really start to change myself, and not always push the blame and fault at others. I ~~am forced to~~ love school. _l_

Illusion.

2010-01-20T19:15:00.005+08:00

Hello world! I have just finished printing peektures for my Art, watching Cruel Temptation on teevee and texting with my dearest Marcus Lanzer. (Winks)

Yesterday – Tuesday, January 19th
School and home sweet home. Princess shower and prepared, then met Derek and Andrew at Future Park. Did a little revision on Physics, Andy came shortly after and thy walked me home. Halfway through as it seemed t be pouring soon, I chose t walk alone as thy still have t rush for dinner. Strolled past basketball court, saw a couple of familiar faces and home sweet home.

Today – Wednesday, January 20th
Fuck my tummy upsets. Reported t school @ 1025am and had fun throughout th remaining lessons. Puffed opposite school, and home sweet home.

You wouldn't know when.

2010-01-18T18:03:00.005+08:00

"Why is it that I am walking on th path back t history when I have already burnt them into ashes?"
School was out for me today. Polyclinic with Angying Aiai t get my medication, parted and I left for Juncti8n t collect my phone. Supposed t meet Choon Weng around his area, yet I chose t meet th batch of Sengkang friends. Home sweet home aftermath.

Giving up for principles.

2010-01-17T12:26:00.004+08:00

Met up with Jian An, Bao Qiang and their friends for dinner at Block 6xx around 7pm, rode a bus down Juncti8n t collect my phone yet Sony Ericsson was once again closed at 830pm. _l_ Champion was next, and something fucked up really happened. Met Choon Weng and Jurist at VaryNice for awhile because I was feeling nausea. Jurist then walked me home, and it was 1130pm then. At about 1230am, Serene Sister drove th whole family down Champion t double check stuffz. Reached home at 4am, wonderfool. _l_

Fuck. I swear I will never enter Champion Billiards again.

P.S.: Because of last night's incident, I have really chosen t dissipate from your life. Gnight and takecare, you will always be in my heart for you changed my life. Principles, I wouldn't blame you. (L)

Bottled sorrows,

2009-12-27T07:16:00.002+08:00

│ Money is not possible t buy love.

││ No matter how much I tried t satisfying you, it is still not working, as thy said first love is not erasable.

│││ I lost th game and dare not touch it again.

││││ This story had every little happy moments started with and pinned on it yet it ended drowned in bitter cried tears.

│││││ Tonight, I am going t watch th stars blink under a patch of dark sapphire sky alone and reminisce.

││││││ Th morning glows with a shine but I look no further t my shattered dreams and I returned back t my paradise of broken hearts.

│││││││ I was not supposed t arrange all cracked pieces and assemble them together because my heart would never be complete with th last piece gone and that is you.

││││││││ I fell deeply into a pothole that turned me dizzy and I have given up trying t get t my point of return.

│││││││││ You was not there for me with your hand stretched.

││││││││││ I yearn for no handsome faces, no hot hunks, no dollar signs, no big cottages but an ordinary true heart’s companionship.

Lady Vamp.

2009-12-23T12:46:00.006+08:00

Sunday - Terminal Three for Earle Swensen’s with my dearest family.
Note: Whenever I stated ‘dearest family’, it means a family of six consisting Daddy, Mommy, Eric Westfu, Serene Sister, Brayden Nephew and I. Shocked upon seeing Brayden, he had some tootie-hairstyle.

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Tuesday, yesterday – Finally decided t get my schooling books for 2010, hence headed over Compass Point’s Popular bookstore with Brayden & Pami.

P.S.: Hurray, Mommy got her new job! (:

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Currently, I am so fucking addicted t Dragonica and I have totally neglected any other me-related stuffz. Goddamnit, I wanna hit level sixty-five by this weekend and th max level by school starts!
xSaphyre ♥♥♥ SangABow + ArtofWar

Rum and raisins.

2009-12-11T20:03:00.011+08:00

I swear I could have melted from th scorching sun. Met up with Eileen, Ellice, Hui Ting and Jing Yang (GgFiCaTioN) this afternoon at Rivervale Plaza McDonald. Next location was 113, settled down and had a long nice chat. I realised I have not been around this area for way too long and there is a lot of upcoming heart2heart talks and updates.

Mei Qi came not long after and Jing Yang left for Hougang Mall t meet his friend, Clement. Parted with th girls after some photo takings.

On th way t my bus stop, I bumped into Alfred Taizi. Wow, have not met him for sucha long long time and I could not recognise him with my shortsighted eyes. Rode a bus down t Ang Mo Kio, drop by Grany’s place t visit her.

Serene Sister came t fetch me after knocking off and drove me home for dinner. Th way home was full of vulgarities and racing. =="

Anyway, I watched these videos in Youtube. Aren’t thy cute? ;D

Wheel of misfortune,

2009-12-10T11:30:00.004+08:00

This is getting terrible. Firstly eyeballz sounding like bells when I rubbed them (is it due t th upcoming festive season?), secondly I spent almost half an hour trying t roll th stud for my tragus piercing plus I fucking lost two balls. Thirdly, my handphone ain’t working well focusing on th centre key. Then, my intestines are not functioning especially when I returned from overseas. Lastly, should I say I am so fucking lazy t do some tedious training in Dragonica and I wouldn’t bring myself out for some fresh air.

God, why am I torturing myself by letting things I don’t want crashing down on me?

P.S.: Post for December7 has been edited and uploaded with photos. In case spammers get active, yes I know I am ugly but you have no rights t criticise/insult unless you have got th ability t chase me back my mother's pussy into her womb. ^^v

Home sweet home.

2009-12-07T04:00:00.003+08:00

Aloha! Yours truly has finally returned from her heart-tormenting vacation in Indonesia with Serene Sister, Eric Brother-In-Law, Brayden Nephew, Daddy and Mommy. And yeah, this might be rather wordy and boring as you read down th end because it is more t a ranting post. (Pictures uploaded asap.)

This is Indonesia, its beautiful scenery and citizens riding motorbikes without helmet.

Days in Surabaya were great, one night stay in both Bromo and Keratas(?) with its soft volcanic eruptions along with sulphuric odour and we watched sunrise. Both th sights were really an eye-opener.

Bali, was next. Shelford Brother, Shirley Sister-In-Law and Shanice Niece joined us and th family-vacation I thought how exciting it would be has really disappointed me. It was really an extremely horrible experience and I swear I would never travel with them again.

That gangsta-like family, selfish and incorporative. He trusted his maternal relatives more than thy trust Daddy. Gosh, are blood bonds fake? Really, thy shopped for branded goods only throughout th entire trip and totally neglected th existence of Mother Nature. I mean, we should place nature first catching sights of them rather than shopping whole day long for Singapore isn’t as pretty and resourceful as compared.

Worse, that puss actually called th shots t have Chinese meals throughout when we should try their local delicacies as tourists, totally neglecting th others’ appetite and interest. Thy said t travel together, and this is it when thy actually left us for their maternal relatives instead?

Hey, it is really ridiculous. Thy booked a resort at Arvina which totally spooked them out due t its environment and area, we were kind enough t offer them our palace-liked villa for lodging and this is how thy treated th rest. Arvina used t be a graveyard and thy should be lucky thy ain’t hugging risen tombs in bed.

&Th only one thing I really was mad about is that thy did not even bother t call or greet Daddy at all and even said that I was very rude t them! C’mon. You have a dick as a big brother and this is how you act in front of two little kids? Ain’t your surname Sitoh, fancy you adoring your wife and letting her wriggle out her way she wants without any obstructions? I used t idol you but now you’re a boo-boo.

Daddy always think that he is right but you are not better, please at least show some filial piety. You are living here today because of his sperm and you should jolly well not act like that when you are already ageing over thirty. Be a man, and turn wise. Your actions really disappointed him especially when he always heeded your way. I hope you are reading this and I really want a twist from this current situation.

If you dislike my opinions and comments, feel free t whack or scold th fuck outta me, I do not care because he is my father too. Your wife is your wife but she isn’t worth your life. She is a total hussy, a bitch.

P.S.: Fucking take a look @ this picture and rewind your memory how close we used t be, how you used t bring smile onto everybody's face.